So .. today again I erased what I wanted to say.!!

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Why.. tell me why are you doing this to me??
.. Is it because I didn't took your permission before falling in love with you??.

Or is it because you don't find worthy to love??

...

 Loving someone is a blessing.. not everybody can love selflessly. .. 

Why do make me feel .. its is the biggest mistake of my life??
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"White face.Slim Body".. This what it requires to be loved by someone.!!
Right? 

NO.

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You need to have that willingness to be with someone..
that vision to see their efforts just to see you happy.. just to see that tiny smile on your face.!!

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You don't need a reason ... Only when you fall for her personality and not body.. you will realise ..
Love is indeed a blessing..!!..
..
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Today you have pushed me far far away from yourself..
And I've accepted it. .. My love for you made accept all your flaws and excuses....
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I'm stuck at that stage where Neither can I let go of the feelings I have for you....
.. Nor I can move on.!!

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What now???..

Today after reading his poems she realized.. He's an amazing poet..
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The only sadness was none of this poems belonged to her..
!!
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 It was not love that she could not get .
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She could not get place in his words of love!!!'
.. #HeSheStories 

Taaro ki rat mein. ankho ki baat mein.
dil to dhadka tha us pehli mulaqat mein!!
..
Wo hothon ki hasi.. wo pyaari si muskaan..
Tera mujhe dekhkar muksurana..
aankho ka aankho se batiyana..
Uss bheeni bheeni khushbu mein.. uss Barsat ki raat mein...
Dil to dhadhka tha.. uss Pehli mulaqat mein..!!
..
Ajnabee tu tab apna sa laga tha..
pass aane ka ek armaan sa jaga tha..
fir,
jab liya tune apna hath mere hath mein..
Dil to dhadka tha uss pehli mulaqat mein..!!
..
Wo teri baato ka jaadu.. Roz milne ki aarzoo..
Fir,
 Bichhadne ka gum...Doobara milne ki khushi..
sath rhne ki kasam...
Unhi sapno ki saugat mein..
Dil to dhadka tha uss pehli mulaqat mein.!!

And as the time passed... I started feeling better... better about myself and my life.
I had let myself free, the same way lovers free each other.
I know things were about to change for me. and that too for the best. And for all the things that worth it, I took a chance, guess what.. I did it without regret, without being hurtnd most importantly.. without any guard up,,!!